Friday, December 29, 2017

Inner Journey Expectations 12/29/17



EXPECTATIONS!!!  That can be a dangerous word!  I have learned that when you go into something with expectations you are often left feeling disappointed.  Most the time those expectations are not met or fall short.  So, I am jumping into this little journey to New Orleans with an open mind and open eyes.
I honestly do not know what it will be like.  I feel like it is going to be a culture shock.    I am a conservative person and I would say grew up a little bit of a sheltered life.  So, I am ready to explore a little bit more of the world.  From the little bit I have looked up on New Orleans everyone appears to always be having an enjoyable time and ravish on the architecture and scenery.  I love seeing how people are born and raised differently than myself.  I often wonder what my life would be like if I had been born in a different place.
From this trip I hope to gain a new understanding of people.  I hope to grow culturally, not just for my nursing profession, but on a personal level.  People fascinate me.  How we are all unique but one species.  Sometimes I just do not understand people though!  HA!  I’m sure everyone has said that at one point or another!!!
I took this class because I thought it would be a wonderful opportunity to grow and spend time with my friends as we were exploring a new place.  I also had to have an upper class so WIN, WIN!
I want to experience whatever New Orleans has to offer me.  From what I hear there is great music, great food, and plenty to gaze at.  The only references I have to go by is the little I have learned from working on our E-travel guides.  I think it will be neat to explore the places we have talked about.
I am most looking forward to the thing I’m most scared about the most, being away from my family.  I have never really been on my own or done anything on my own.  This is my first adventure in the world on my own.  I married the guy I dated through high school a year after high school and 6 months later we were expecting.  I have devoted myself to my family for the last 16 years and the last couple I have been trying to focus on myself.  Not that I’ve forsaken my family, but I am trying to better them by bettering myself.  I hope I am teaching my kids to never give up on their goals or dreams.  We still have options no matter where life’s journey takes us.  It just so happens that 2018 has taken me to New Orleans.  Louisiana will be another state that I can cross off the map.  I would like to be able to say one day that I have been to all 50 states.  I am over half way there. 
If I seem a little edgy on the trip, don’t mind me It’s my first time being a big girl😊, not to mention I have anxiety and I always fear the worst.  So now I will be worry about myself and being gone from my family, but I hope to thoroughly enjoy and experience this trip to its fullest!!


FAMILY

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